allendalepharm Chapter 50 Love You, Love Me, I Love You!
Chapter 50 Love You, Love Me, I Love You!
If Bie Yunzong was only angry and angry, then Su Yanxi might feel better in her heart.
But don't let the original anger turn into disappointment and sadness.The combination of these two depressed emotions made Su Yanxi feel countless apologies.
In less than a second, Su Yanxi reflected on the details of the seven years of living with Bie Yunzong from beginning to end.
The more he thought about it, he realized that there was more than a little difference in the double standards between his treatment of Bie Yunzong and Bie Yunzong's treatment of him.
"I'm sorry husband." With a strong sense of guilt, Su Yanxi immediately chose to apologize, "It's because I didn't think carefully enough that I made you wronged."
Originally thought that an apology would make Bie Yunzong feel better, but he didn't want to, Bie Yunzong was even more disappointed after hearing the apology.
"Why do you say I'm sorry?" Bie Yunzong frowned, his expression was so sad that Su Yanxi wanted to touch his face, "If you apologize to me like this, I would think... that—"
"I didn't." Su Yanxi hurriedly added, "I didn't do anything to apologize to you or betray you, I was simply sorry for my double standards.
"Husband, it's because I enjoy the love and care you give me so unscrupulously that I always have double standards; I treat you with strict standards, but I use loose standards to restrain myself."
"So you didn't do it?" Bie Yunzong was obedient and only listened to the first few sentences, stepped forward and pinched Su Yanxi's shoulder, speaking eagerly, "You didn't do it, and you don't like Chen Yongyan, right?"
"Yes," Su Yanxi replied without thinking, "Of course."
He didn't restrain himself, obeyed his true thoughts, and raised his hand to hold Bie Yunzong's face.
He looked at the handsome face in front of him, and used his slender fingertips to trace her husband's eyebrows. The more he saw the furrowing of her husband's eyebrows, the more he felt guilty and guilty.
"This is a misunderstanding, you idiot. Why should I give up my good husband who has been with me for seven years, and instead fall in love with an actor in the same group who I have only been in contact with for more than half a month?"
"That big night, why did you let him into the room?"
Bie Yunzong was gradually wronged, and he no longer had the strength and ferocity he had when he first entered the door.
"It was the night I came home, right? We video chatted.
"I said there was something wrong with you, and you kept quibbling. When you were flirting with me, he wouldn't be by your side, would he?"
"...Yes." Su Yanxi chose to be honest, but he explained immediately after answering, "He is by my side, but we are absolutely absolutely—not cheating!
"Some urgent things happened. He hid here for a while. I haven't figured out the situation yet, so I didn't tell you the truth immediately."
Su Yanxi sighed softly, stroked Bie Yunzong's face tenderly, and regretted.
"I made a wrong judgment. I should have told you the truth immediately. If I had told you, the misunderstanding would not have been so big and deep."
Bie Yunzong seemed to be relieved, and hugged Su Yanxi as if he was relieved: "It's just a misunderstanding. Woohoo, wife..."
The wolf howled only a few times, and didn't even survive the full moon night before turning back into a wronged dog.
He let out a sticky whining and coquettish sound from his throat again, hugging his wife and rubbing against her indiscriminately.
"Honey, I thought you didn't want me anymore. I thought I couldn't bring you a pleasant emotional experience anymore, so you..."
"Why do you think so?"
Su Yanxi was sad and helpless, she didn't know why Bie Yunzong was so worried about gains and losses, and worried.
The reason must be related to him, because he didn't give Bie Yunzong a sense of security.He was wondering whether he had less phone calls with his husband recently, or less video calls?After work became busy again, at which link did you neglect your relationship?
"Is it because I have neglected you too much recently? Why are you acting so scared and panicked? You make me feel that I am a failure. It is because I have not fulfilled my duty as a husband and wife to calm your emotions when necessary.
"My existence is supposed to make you feel at ease, but why does it make you flustered instead?"
"Because..." Bie Yunzong replied in a low voice, "The one surnamed Chen is also younger than you; he is the younger brother just like me."
Su Yanxi, who learned the truth, felt a little more sympathy and love for her dog while she couldn't laugh or cry.
"Because it's Nianxia's younger brother, do you feel a sense of crisis?" Su Yanxi asked back, "Do you think I like Nianxia's younger brother?"
"Otherwise?" Bie Yunzong pouted her mouth and lowered her head, resting her head on the shoulder of her slightly smaller wife, with an unhappy tone, "Aren't I the younger brother of the year?"
"But I don't like younger brother Nian Xia. What should I do?"
"Ah?" Bie Yunzong was dumbfounded, "You don't like me?"
Su Yanxi sighed, pulled Bie Yunzong, sat down on the bed in the bedroom, and carefully and patiently enlightened the idiot Big Dog.
"I don't like older men, nor younger men; I don't like gentle and kind men, nor do I like paranoid and gloomy ones. I like Bie Yunzong, but I don't like any of the identity labels on Bie Yunzong.
"Can you understand this explanation?"
Bie Yunzong was stunned for a while when he heard it, but he still didn't understand after buffering for a long time, so he asked with a confused face: "Then wife, do you like me or not?"
Su Yanxi felt helpless about her friend's husband's ability to understand, and couldn't help stretching out her hand to pinch Bie Yunzong's ear: "You! Say you are slow, you are very clever when you should be clever, you are a master at pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger Say you are clever, when you shouldn't be dull, you are so dull that I want to beat someone!"
Bie Yunzong innocently covered his head: "I really don't understand what you like and don't like now... My wife, at this time, don't tease me, just speak up."
"Did I not speak directly enough just now? Since you still don't understand, let me explain to you in simpler terms.
"I don't like you because you are younger brother, I like you because you are not allowed. I like you——I just like you."
I thought that such an explanation would make Bie Yunzong feel at ease, but I didn't want Bie Yunzong to become more confused and puzzled after listening to the explanation.
"You don't like me because of my label, so why do you like me?" Bie Yunzong seemed to be shattered.
What his wife said at this moment has largely overturned his self-cognition for seven years, as well as... his first acquaintance with this relationship?
He was not liked by his wife because he was rich, handsome, or younger brother.But if it wasn't for these reasons, why did my wife like him?
"Don't tell me 'you only like me', I think this kind of expression is very old-fashioned, and it is difficult to convince yourself.
"We didn't know each other at the beginning, and I didn't know each other. I must have the characteristics that can attract you? If I don't have any characteristics that ordinary people don't have, then what am I compared with the 'ordinary people' who are not liked by you the difference?"
Bie Yunzong's words were a bit awkward, but Su Yanxi understood, very clearly.
It turned out that what caused Bie Yunzong to panic tonight was on the surface the problem of overlapping identity labels with others, but in fact, it was Bie Yunzong who guessed the blank spot of confusion. He didn't know why he was loved by Su Yanxi.
Su Yanxi couldn't help but reflect on herself again, the more she thought about it, the more she felt that it was indeed her fault.
In front of the straightforward Bie Yunzong, the way he expresses his emotions is indeed too cryptic and reserved.So much so that Bie Yunzong still doesn't understand what his wife likes about him.He has many disadvantages in this relationship, but what about the advantages? What are the advantages?
Bie Yunzong loves Su Yanxi very firmly, and told Su Yanxi very bluntly all the way, "I like that you are excellent, you are beautiful, and you are good everywhere."He firmly pulled Su Yanxi on the long-distance love road for a long time, but he never cared about it or asked, what does Su Yanxi like about herself?
Su Yanxi never told Bie Yunzong, what does he like about Bie Yunzong?
Su Yanxi decided to take advantage of today's opportunity to tell her husband what she likes about him.
"Honey, have you ever been to a pet market?" Su Yanxi suddenly changed the subject and asked, "Have you ever tried to pick a puppy in the pet market?"
Don't allow it:?
"What... does this have to do with picking a puppy?"
"If you've been to a pet market once, you can probably understand how I feel." Su Yanxi had a sweet smile on her face, "In such a large and noisy pet market, there will be countless small pet markets. Cats and puppies are lined up, waiting for buyers to choose. Most buyers will buy the first pet that catches their eye.”
Don Yunzong seemed to understand but half understood: "So you also fell in love with me at first sight?"
"What I like about you is because I see you right, that's all."
You are the first puppy to look longingly at me among the many puppies in the pet market, and the first one to rush into my arms.
"With your enthusiasm, you took away all my likes and admiration. In this process, you don't even need to compare attribute labels; you overcome everything without any effort."
Ordinary people think that the owner chooses the dog, but only those who have really raised canines know that it is the dog who chooses the owner.
With the courage to never return, bet all the loyalty and love of your life, and choose your favorite master.
"It may be true, as you said, it's fate, it's love at first sight. As early as the first time I saw you, I realized that you might be my lifelong partner.
"It's just that my determination came a little later than my intuition."
That's what happened after the second monthly review.
At that time, Su Yanxi's indifferent sentence of "long-term meal ticket" could make the roommates laugh, and they ridiculed Su Yanxi as a "bad man who played with the feelings of younger brothers".
Su Yanxi readily accepts this teasing title, and feels the same way herself.
He thought he was really bad, downright bad and rotten.But if he is really that bad, he shouldn't feel sad and sad, but the bad thing is again: he is sad.
He felt worthless for not allowing his feelings for him.
His feelings for Bie Yunzong are complicated.On the one hand, he likes Bie Yunzong. On that autumn windy evening, Bie Yunzong couldn't help but put the coat on his shoulders; the domineering gentleness and the slight heat on the coat made Su Yanxi very obsessed , Very obsessed.
I really like it, I really like it.By Bie Yunzong's side, he could feel an unprecedented sense of security.
But on the other hand, don't allow yourself to be flirtatious and affectionate.He heard that there are countless beauties around Master Bie, and that Master Bie loves to collect beauties with different styles into stamp books; Su Yanxi, who is proud and arrogant, does not want to be one of the "stamps" in the stamp book, but she can't. Reject the tenderness and sweetness from Master Bie.
Hence, Su Yanxi chose a method of self-deception, which is to degenerate properly and become the kind of person who can be measured with money.
That is, being nurtured.
He is very divided, he is very entangled, and after doing such a behavior, he himself feels that he is ridiculously divided.On the one hand, he is lofty and unattainable, on the other hand, he is depraved and hugs his thighs; he wants to become a vassal that the rich young master can buy with money, but he sticks to the bottom line, and he is unwilling to do even the slightest overly intimate gesture with Bie Yun.
Holding hands around the waist and shoulders is the "most outrageous" interaction he and Master Bie have tried so far.
What's amazing is that Bie Yunzong has no opinion at all.As the benefactor who "nurtures" Su Yanxi, Bie Yunzong has no objection to Su Yanxi's behavior of acting up and down!
Not only did he have no objections, Bie Yunzong would carefully cooperate with Su Yanxi's reserve, asking softly when he wanted to interact with him.
"Hey, can I hold your hand?"
The candlelight dinner only took two mouthfuls, and Bie Yunzong couldn't wait to put down the knife and fork.
"Now without your teachers and classmates around, can I hold your hand on the table openly?"
Su Yanxi ate the black truffle spaghetti absent-mindedly. After listening to Bie Yunzong's question, she thought about it, and held out her free left hand hesitantly.
"can."
"Great!" Bie Yunzong hurriedly took Su Yanxi's hand, as happy as a child who ate candy, "I wanted to hold you when I was in the car, and I have endured it until now!
"Ah, your hands are so small, they can be wrapped in my palm when you make a fist. It's just a little rough and yellow, it's time to do more hand care."
Thinking of the calluses on her palm, Su Yanxi withdrew her hand in shame, lowered her head and said softly.
"Sorry, I, I paid attention."
In Su Yanxi's view, since he wants to be a little canary, it is naturally one of his responsibilities to take care of himself and make the benefactor happy.Therefore, after the benefactor picked on his faults, Su Yanxi immediately chose to apologize.
It was because he didn't do his job well and didn't give the donor the best dating experience.
"I, did I say the wrong thing?" Bie Yunzong's reaction was more exaggerated than Su Yanxi's. He moved the free hand that was supposed to hold Su Yanxi's fist, and his expression flustered. Apologize to Su Yanxi, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't say your hands are not good-looking. Good-looking, although a little yellow and rough, but the shape of your hands is good-looking!
"I... I'll give you some more hand cream, you can rub it on!"
Su Yanxi looked at the benefactor at the opposite table strangely, and asked, "Why did you say sorry to me?"
As the benefactor, Bie Yunzong, why did he say sorry to him who was adopted?
"Because I want you to be happy." Bie Yunzong said bluntly, "You seem to be preoccupied today, is it because of the monthly review? Don't worry so much, relax a bit, your grades will definitely be good!
"I dare say that this monthly review, you must be number one again!"
Don Yunzong confidently gave Su Yanxi a thumbs-up, then beckoned to Waiter, muttering "Eating something sweet can restore your mood", while ordering a low-sugar matcha mille-feuille for Su Yanxi .
Su Yanxi looked at Bie Yunzong carefully flipping through the menu, and cursed secretly in her heart: idiot.
He originally wanted to use the gold master as a cash machine and use "pure" money transactions to cover up his goodwill for Bie Yunzong.He is learning to be bad, learning to be a money-grubbing vulgar man with no feelings, but...
The benefactor seemed to be genuinely moved by him.
This feeling of unequal payment made Su Yanxi feel bad.
He was, indeed, a bad man.
That night, Su Yanxi spent the night with Bie Yunzong at the Intercontinental Hotel.
There are more than one bedroom in the luxurious presidential suite, don't allow Zong to give him the largest and most comfortable master bedroom every time, and sleep in the second bedroom by himself.Such proactive behavior often makes Su Yanxi confused whether it is Bie Yunzong who is taking care of him, or he is taking care of Bie Yunzong.
Facing the bustling city night scene outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, Su Yanxi began to brainwash herself again.
He's not a good man, he's not a good man, he's not a good man...
Can't like him, can't like him, can't like him...
If she does not brainwash herself from time to time, Su Yanxi is afraid that sooner or later she will fall into the gentleness of the other party.He is afraid of becoming a member of the stamp book, and even more afraid that all the meticulous care given to him by Bie Yunzong is just a trick to get him and destroy him.
He was afraid.
Seeing the heavy traffic under her feet, Su Yanxi had a bold idea in her heart.
"I'm done washing, you should go take a shower too." Bie Yunzong's voice suddenly interrupted Su Yanxi's thoughts, "Before going to bed at night, would you like some wine? I stole my brother's treasure , if you want to drink, we can enjoy the night view and taste fine wine together before going to bed."
"no need."
Su Yanxi turned around, swallowed nervously, and turned abruptly.
"Tonight... I can't spend the night with you in the hotel. I just remembered that I have an unfinished homework, and now I have to go back to the dormitory and finish work with my roommates."
"Now?" Bie Yunzong's smile froze on his face.
A bad premonition filled Su Yanxi's heart.He was afraid that the young master would get angry, but in order to carry out his "test" to the end, he still boldly replied: "Well, right now."
"Very important?"
"It will affect the final assessment results."
"But it's very late now." Bie Yunzong glanced at the time, "It's already 10:30, and it's [-] o'clock at least when we get back to school. Can you really have time to do homework?"
"Yeah." Su Yanxi nodded without blushing, "Because it's very important, my roommate just informed me."
Bie Yunzong was silent for two or three seconds.
Su Yanxi observed his dignified expression, thinking that she would be scolded and then rejected her request to go back to school.
To put it bluntly, he also went out on a date with the benefactor today for the night.The benefactor also invited expensive restaurants and luxurious suites in five-star hotels. After he had enjoyed almost everything, he suddenly turned his face and said that he wanted to leave. It is really shameless to pick up the bowl to eat and put down the bowl to scold his mother.
"Okay. I'll change my clothes later, and then call the driver." Bie Yunzong said calmly.
Su Yanxi was surprised: "You, will you let me go back to school?"
"Otherwise?" Don Yunzong spread his hands, "You have to do your homework, and your homework is related to your final assessment. If I don't let you go back, won't it affect your grades in disguise?
I heard from the school teacher that your academic performance is very good and excellent.You can definitely take the first place in the exam, I don't want to affect you. "
"But what about the room?" Su Yanxi looked at the luxury suite in front of her, "Do you live alone?"
"Am I sick?" Bie Yunzong was puzzled, "After I sent you back to school, of course I went home. How boring is it to live alone in such a big room?
"I'd better go home, at least there will be servants at home."
"Not good..." Su Yanxi felt sorry for the expensive housing costs. Thinking that it would cost tens of thousands to stay here for one night, he regretted using the excuse of going back to school to test Bie Yunzong, "It's too wasteful."
Now that he changed his mind and said he couldn't go back, is there still time?
"Don't waste it, at least you sat here and watched the night scene for so long." Bie Yunzong said with a cheerful smile, "Just treat it as my gift to you for a night of beautiful scenery - if you think about it this way, it won't be wasted!
"Wait for me, I'm going to change my clothes. The driver should arrive in about 10 minutes, so pack up quickly!"
Su Yanxi nodded and said yes.
When he looked back at the night scene under his feet, his mood changed a lot.
It's always been about reason on one side and emotion on the other, with the scales swinging back and forth between left and right.But this time, it seems that the weight on the emotional side has become a little heavier.
Can't you really like him?
Not necessarily.
More than half an hour later, the Rolls-Royce car parked near the back gate of the campus near the dormitory building.
"It's here." Bie Yunzong unbuckled Su Yanxi's seat belt, and stretched out her hand to press the door open button on the side of the car door for Su Yanxi, "Finish early and rest early, don't be too late."
Su Yanxi has ridden in a Rolls-Royce sedan many times, but she still hasn't learned to use the button to open the door.He is not used to the feeling of sitting in a luxury car, so every time he rides in the car of Mr. Bie, he feels very reserved.
He nodded slightly to thank Bie Yunzong, and when he picked up his bag and was about to lean down to get out of the car, he stopped again and called back, "Master Bie."
Don't allow Yunzong to be helpless, and repeatedly emphasized: "You can call me 'Yunzong' directly. We have dated so many times, why do you still call me so unfamiliar?"
"Then...Yunzong?" Su Yanxi called Bie Yunzong's name stiffly, and tickled her fingers at Bie Yunzong, "Can you lean over?"
Don Yunzong leaned over in bewilderment.
He thought that Su Yanxi had something to say, but he didn't want Su Yanxi to approach him suddenly and kiss him on the cheek.Soft lips touched his cheek, and he let out a soft "pop".
It was this kiss who directly stunned Bie Yunzong.
Su Yanxi was so ashamed that Ma Ang turned her head to get out of the car, and when she was about to close the door, she held the door, bowed slightly to Bie Yunzong, and forced out a sweet smile.
"Good night, Yunzong."
"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooh!" Hearing this, Bie Yunzong hugged his wife and howled excitedly.
Look at his nympho look, as if he is going to turn into a pink love bubble in the next second.
"I remember, I remember this kiss! Damn, I remember it clearly. I was excited all night when I got home that day, and when I got up the next day, I was laughed at by my stinky brother!
"Ah, so sweet! So from my wife's perspective, it looks like this, so sour, so sweet, sour and sweet!"
Bie Yunzong couldn't stop being so excited, after rolling back and forth on the bed, got up and walked around the bed twice, he suddenly hugged Su Yanxi, and kissed Su Yanxi several times in one go!
"Honey, I love you!"
Su Yanxi wiped her face in distaste, and stared at Yunzong reproachfully: "It's disgusting. I just took a shower, and you kissed my face again!"
"Because I like my wife!" Bie Yunzong couldn't stop his excitement, and threw himself into Su Yanxi's arms and rubbed his face for a while, "My wife, I was wrong, you love me so much, I love you so much! Once you lose your temper, you will punish me to love you ten times more!"
"Come on! Who cares?" Su Yanxi cut her voice, and then chuckled again, "The kiss by the back door was the beginning of me abandoning my reason and accepting my true emotions. I can't bear it more and more After stopping your offensive, I decided to accept my true thoughts, that is - I like you.
"Although the beginning between you and me was a bit bumpy, and there were a lot of misunderstandings in it, but it is amazing that we have been good with you for seven years after going round and round."
Su Yanxi picked up the dog's head that was heavy in her arms, and gave her a good meal.
The more he looked at Bie Yunzong's face, the more he wanted to smile: "Now do you understand? You don't need attribute labels, you have your unique personality charm. You just make me fall in love at first sight.
"Facts have also proved that it is absolutely right to bring home the dog you see at first sight."
His wife's beautiful eyes sparkled, and Bie Yunzong was fascinated by watching, and couldn't help throwing his wife on the bed, hugging her slender waist and whining coquettishly.
"You are so kind, wife, why are you so kind?" Bie Yunzong buried his face, "If possible, I really want to hear you tell the story of how you fell in love with me every day."
The author has something to say:
Gouzi: Wife, can you tell me the story of choosing me from a bunch of puppies again?
Susu: ...some feelings can only be provoked once.
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I'm sorry, the state of creation is not stable recently, I'm really sorry for releasing the fragmented outline every time!
After the modification, I will adjust the status sooner. The last chapter and this chapter will make up red envelopes for everyone!Really appreciate your understanding!