After being forced to marry, I don't want to run at all

Chapter 52

i let you go

Asagiri seems to have had a dream, and he himself can't tell which side is reality and which side is a dream.

He died in an elevator accident, reborn back to 24 years old, everything is slowly getting better, he made up for a lot of regrets, and fell in love with Yu Yan.

But when he opened his eyes again, he appeared in the university dormitory again, as if what happened before was just a long dream in a summer afternoon.

The door was suddenly pushed open, Zhao Wu heard the sound and sat up from the bed.

The one who came in was Yu Yan, who was still immature. He was wearing a black basketball uniform, as if he had just finished playing basketball and ran another 3000 meters. The clothes stuck to his skin, his bare limbs were covered with sweat, and the air conditioner was turned on Indoors, sweat was still bubbling out.

Yu Yan put the bag that had been carried all the way on Chao Wu's table, Chao Wu was startled, and asked Yu Yan: "Is this for me?"

Yu Yan didn't seem to hear his voice, didn't even raise his head, Chao Wu was bewildered, and shouted again: "Yu Yan?"

Yu Yan still didn't respond to him, but this time he raised his head, he has already passed the puberty period, his height has stopped at 189, standing straight in the dormitory, this angle is just right to see Chaowu lying on the bed.

Chaogiri looked along his line of sight, and saw himself lying on the bed, a familiar face, a few years ago he had a little baby fat on his cheeks.

Chaogiri sat by the bed in astonishment, not knowing what was going on now.

Isn't he here, why is the other him lying on the bed?Is he out of his body?

Standing in front of his bed, Yu Yan wanted to reach out and touch his head, but seeing the sweat on his hands stopped, he wiped his clothes awkwardly, and looked at him worriedly.

Zhao Wu didn't say a word anymore, and looked at Yu Yan quietly for a long time, and Yu Yan also quietly watched him lying on the bed for a long time, and when he stopped sweating, Yu Yan quietly walked out of the dormitory.

Zhao Wu hadn't figured out what happened, a few minutes later, the door of the dormitory was opened again, this time it wasn't Yu Yan who came in, but Ji Li when he was a freshman."Asagiri" on the bed was awakened by the sound of the door opening, and slowly opened his eyes.

"Zhaowu, are you feeling better?" Ji Li asked him worriedly.

"Asagiri" pursed his dry lips, and said in a weak voice, "It's better."

After a while, he leaned on the railing and got out of bed. After drinking half a glass of water, his complexion looked much better.

"Did you soak this for me?" "Zhaowu" tasted the sweetness in his mouth belatedly. Before going to bed, he remembered that the cup was boiled water, but now it was replaced with honey water.

Ji Li said "Ah", and "Zhaogiri" pointed to the cup and asked, "Did you make me honey water?"

"Yeah." Ji Li avoided the sight of "Zhaogiri", pretending to arrange the clothes in the closet, and replied in a low voice.

fraud.

Sitting on the bed, Zhao Wu witnessed everything before, this glass of honey water was clearly made for him by Yu Yan before he left, and Ji Li just came back, how could he have time to soak it for him?

"Did you bring this to me too?" "Zhaowu" found the bag on the table, he opened the bag, and inside was a bowl of porridge and some vegetables.

He was sick and just fit into these.

Ji Li: "Yes."

"Thank you." "Asagiri" smiled.

Ji Li: "It's just a trivial matter."

fraud!

Chaowu stared at Ji Li below, he hadn't been this angry for a long time.

Why can Ji Li take the credit of others with peace of mind, and still tell him "it's just a small thing"?

At night, "Zhaogiri"'s illness was still not healed. In the middle of the night, he was woken up by the pain, and he instinctively asked the people in the room for help.Yu Yan was worried about him and didn't sleep all this time. When he heard his voice, he immediately got up from the bed.

The lights in the dormitory turned on, and Ji Li woke up immediately after.

"At this point, the housekeeper must be asleep, and it's not easy to take a taxi outside," Ji Li said, "I remember that there is medicine in Chaowu's cabinet, and it might be good to give him some."

Yu Yan disagreed and said: "He is in severe pain, taking medicine is useless, you go and call the dormitory manager, let him open the door, I will send Zhao Wu to the hospital."

"Zhaowu" hurts so much that Yu Yan recited it while half asleep and half awake.

At this point, there were really not many cars outside, Yu Yan walked several streets with him on his back before he caught a taxi.

"Young man, why are you still wearing a coat in this weather?" The taxi uncle looked at Yu Yan like a fool.

Yu Yan didn't speak, the taxi uncle silently lowered the temperature inside the car.

Yu Yan was afraid of touching the stomach of "Asagiri", and he was worried that "Asagiri" would be uncomfortably hot in the hot weather. Before going out, he specially put on a thick coat outside. When carrying "Asagiri", he had a coat Blocked, "Asagiri" was not touched by his bones.

He carefully carried "Asagiri" into his arms. He didn't know if it was because he was too hot in his coat. His ears and face were as red as boiled shrimp. When he entered the hospital, the nurse at the front desk thought he also had a fever up.

"Zhaowu" slept in the hospital for half the night, and Yu Yan stayed with him the whole time.

Until the morning, when Ji Li came to change his shift, Yu Yan was worried about Zhao Wu and wanted to stay.

Ji Li smiled and said, "You've been tired all night, go back and rest, Zhao Wu has me here."

"I..." Yu Yan was still worried.

"Didn't you just quarrel with Chaowu two days ago? You also know Zhaowu's temper, and you might not want to see you until you get angry." Ji Li reminded tactfully that he knew that Chaowu and Yu Yan had a relationship. Contradictory people.

Ji Li said it was a quarrel, but it wasn't really a quarrel, it was just Zhao Wu's unilateral provocation to Yu Yan, who remained silent.

Ji Li smiled and said, "When Zhao Wu wakes up, I will tell him."

When Ji Li said that, Yu Yan didn't insist anymore.

"Take good care of him." Yu Yan rubbed his eyebrows and walked out of the hospital wearily.

Standing by the window, Chaowu looked at the person shrunk down like ink dots below, and turned to look coldly at Ji Li.

What is his temper?Does Ji Li know him better than himself?

Although he didn't like Yu Yan because of the attic, he didn't hate seeing Yu Yan, right?

He provoked Yu Yan purely to tease Yu Yan, but no matter what he said in Ji Li's mouth, everything changed. That idiot Yu Yan really believed Ji Li's nonsense.

If he knew that Yu Yan was the one who brought him water and food, carried him to the hospital and took care of him most of the night, he would never have been in a stalemate with Yu Yan for so many years.

"Is this the hospital you brought me to?" "Zhaowu" woke up, and took the water glass that Ji Li handed over.

Ji Li: "Yes."

When "Zhaowu" asked Ji Li if he would make honey water for him, Ji Li still hesitated, and he would get used to lying too much, but the third time, he had no burden and admitted without hesitation.

"Asagiri" looked at Ji Li gratefully, his eyes were slightly red, and said softly and solemnly, "Thank you."

Asagiri knew that this thank you was more sincere than any previous thank you.

Zhao Wu felt that not only Yu Yan was a fool, but he himself was also a fool.

……

"I'm sorry, Yu Yan, I told Zhao Wu that you carried him to the hospital. He doesn't seem to appreciate your kindness very much. What did you do to make him hate you so much?" Ji Li was full of guilt, as if he didn't understand Conveying your own words, it's like facing your friends without words.

Yu Yan sat on the bench, and after listening to Ji Li's words, he threw the basketball to his friends on the court, picked up the towel around his neck and wiped his sweat, and said "Oh" lightly, without paying much attention: "He has a good stomach." Is it on?"

"It's much better." Ji Li smiled, "Don't worry, we still have four years to go, take your time, I will help you."

Yu Yan pursed her lower lip and said, "Well, thank you."

……

Ji Li took advantage of the conflict between Chaowu and Yuyan, and logically stood between Chaowu and Yuyan.

The help that Ji Li spoke of was actually having information about the two people, and messing things that could have been reconciled into a mess.

Yu Yan had summoned up the courage to explain to Zhao Wu many times, but was stopped or interrupted by Ji Li in advance.

Chaowu understood that he was not dreaming, he was enjoying the carousel of memories, his memory, Yu Yan's, and Ji Li's memory were played.

It turned out that Yu Yan had looked at him with such affectionate eyes long ago, and before he knew it, Yu Yan had been treating him carefully——

The bus for the return trip from the nursing home, the shoulder cushion he never knew, he studied until late at night, fell asleep lying on the table, and woke up with an extra piece of clothing on his shoulder...

Ji Li once gave him many things, things that he wanted for a long time, those were all given to him by Yu Yan, but Ji Li took over the name.

Yu Yan taught those who had said bad things about Chaogiri a lesson, and blocked their mouths. There were rumors about Chaogiri in the school, and Yu Yan wanted to help Chaogiri to clarify.

Ji Li said happily: "You are really kind to Chaogiri, but I don't think you can do it with your identity... After all, you also know that the relationship between you and Zhaogiri is so bad, and Zhaogiri is so bad. High-spirited.

If you know that it was you who did it, you may not accept your favor, why don't you let someone else do it for you, and tell him the truth after your relationship with Zhaogiri has eased a little in the future, Zhaogiri will definitely be moved. "

The candidate for this role is naturally Asagiri's most trusted friend, Ji Li.

Ji Li enjoys all the benefits and accepts Chaogiri's gratitude, and at the same time asks people to spread the scandal about Chaogiri, and the students in the school stop talking nonsense publicly.

But it will be spread in private, and sometimes when Chaowu passes by, they will hear their voices talking about him, and hear them say how much Yu Yan hates him...

These are all done by Ji Li on purpose, just to deepen his misunderstanding and let him know clearly, "How much Yu Yan hates him".

In the end, Ji Li didn't need to spend too much energy dealing with the two of them, because even Ji Li knew that Zhao Wu and Yu Yan couldn't learn to talk properly.

Because of his first impression, he had a prejudice against Yu Yan, and when Yu Yan met him, he would be nervous and unable to speak a complete sentence, even if he confessed to him later, he would stutter after a few words.

Those who pay silently are fools, Chaowu will never be able to do a lot of things for him like Yu Yan, but he refuses to say a word, if it were him, he would absolutely have to tell the other party everything Listen.

If I treat you well, you should also give me the same kindness. If you don't, then I will never treat you well again.

-

Yu Yan wrote many love letters to Chao Wu, but he didn't send any of them.

In his junior year, he finally learned how to write a love letter, and felt that he wrote it very well this time. He mustered up the courage to stuff the love letter into the fairy tale book Zhao Wu was reading recently.

It's just that Asagiri never received that letter from the beginning to the end, and he doesn't know what was written in it.

After Yu Yan finished writing the letter, Ji Li just came in, Yu Yan didn't want to tell Ji Li about this, he didn't trust Ji Li very much, for three years, Ji Li said he would help him, but he never helped him once.This is the first time he has made up his mind to confess to Asagiri.

Yu Yan thought Ji Li didn't see it, and after he left, Ji Li came to Chao Wu's place, opened the fairy tale book on the table, and took the letter away.

In the evening, Yu Yan received a reply letter from Chaowu.

Chaowu's WeChat was added when he was freshman, and it has only rang a few times in the past three years, and it was all about class matters. related.

Yu Yan was very happy and couldn't wait to unlock the phone. Before he clicked on the message, his expression was both joyful and nervous.

[Asagiri: Your liking only makes me sick. 】

Yu Yan didn't go back to the dormitory that night, and he didn't go to school for a whole week.

Until Chaowu returned to school after half a month's work, and saw Yuyan goodbye, Chaogiri didn't know what happened to them.

After Yu Yan returned to school, he behaved very calmly, but he was even more indifferent than before, looking at everyone as if someone else owed him money.

Zhao Wu felt that Yu Yan had a weird temper at that time, thinking that all young masters from rich families were like this, and it was difficult to deal with.

Only now did he understand that there was a reason for Yu Yan's change.

That text message was sent to Yu Yan by Ji Li borrowing his mobile phone.

This record was deleted after Jili was posted, but Chaogiri didn't know about it.

One day after this incident, Ji Li suddenly approached Zhao Wu and asked Zhao Wu to do him a favor.

Ji Li said that he was recently stalked by a junior student, and he wanted Zhao Wu to be his fake boyfriend to deal with that student.

Chaogiri felt that he was not a suitable candidate. He was full of scandals, and the other party would not believe it, but Ji Li felt that Chaogiri was very suitable.

Ji Li said that he was only pretending to be a boyfriend and would not do anything out of line, and that it was enough to pretend to be affectionate in front of his juniors. At Ji Li's insistence, Chaowu hesitated and agreed. Ji Li had helped him a lot. It's Ji Li's turn to have something to do, if he doesn't help, it will be a bit unreasonable.

-

The school organizes a trip, and Asagiri specially asked for leave to participate, wanting to get closer to the students.

But his thinking was too simple. In the three years of college, he spent half of his time running outside, and at most he stayed in the dormitory when he returned to school. He didn't recognize the names and faces of his classmates clearly.

That trip was very unpleasant. He signed up in a hurry, and he couldn't even find a roommate who lived in the same room at night.

All day long, he was alone outside the crowd. Some classmates came up to talk to him, but he was called away by his good friends.

Unexpectedly, Yu Yan came over to talk to him, Zhao Wu remembered very clearly that it was one of the few times Yu Yan took the initiative.

The place they were going to was a scenic spot, and they had been informed before departure that they had to bring their own snacks and food during the day, but Zhao Wu did not bring anything.

At noon, he bought an expensive and unpalatable lunch box in the scenic spot, and lost his appetite after two bites.Yu Yan came over and gave him half of the bento made by himself.

On that day, Chao Wu and Yu Yan had the most conversation in recent years. Chao Wu forgot what they talked about. In the end, when Yu Yan heard that he hadn't found a roommate yet, he proposed to share a room with him, and Chao Wu agreed. .

Chaogiri vaguely felt that after this trip, he and Yuyan should be able to return to a normal relationship.

However, in the evening, Ji Li, who had nothing to show, rushed over suddenly. Ji Li told Chaowu that he was worried that Chaowu would be alone, so he hurried back to finish the matter at hand.

Zhao Wu thanked Ji Li for his kindness, and told Ji Li that he had found a roommate, and Ji Li smiled and said it was okay.

In the evening, the people in the class sat together to play truth or dare. Before playing the game, Yu Yan sent a message to tell Zhaowu that he could not live with him.

Zhao Wu replied to Yu Yan that it's okay, and the two didn't talk anymore.

It doesn't matter if Yu Yan doesn't share a room with him, he can live with Ji Li.

While playing the game, Zhao Wu still didn't suppress the anger in his heart, and provoked Yu Yan with his eyes.The big adventure drew him and Yu Yan, but Yu Yan rejected him, and walked around the room with Cui Song in his arms.

At night, Zhao Wu and Ji Li lived in the same room, and since then, he and Yu Yan have become even more unpleasant to "look at each other".

Chaogiri stood in the hotel corridor, looking at the night outside the window.

Before playing the game, Ji Li held Yu Yan and had a chat here.

"Yu Yan, I'm with Zhao Wu."

"I'm sorry, I didn't tell you. I fell in love with Asagiri when I first met Asagiri in freshman year."

"We're fair play."

"I know you like Chaogiri too. As Zhaogiri's boyfriend, I don't want you to get too close to Zhaogiri, and I don't want you to interfere with Chaogiri's affairs. I will take good care of Chaogiri and I don't need you to come. Help, please respect yourself."

Chao Wu never expected that the junior Ji Li was talking about would be Yu Yan.

I remembered helping Ji Li deal with that junior, chatting with Ji Lixiu, and countless group photos...

Those things must have all been transferred to Yu Yan by Ji Li, what was Yu Yan thinking at that time?

Zhao Wu has always felt that Yu Yan is a coward and likes him, but he refuses to say it.

Yu Yan was able to let go of his pride, ignored Zhao Wu's confession reply, and approached Zhao Wu again, but his pride did not allow him to interfere in other people's feelings.

Yu Yan never told anyone that he likes Zhao Wu, he was afraid of disturbing Zhao Wu.

When someone said that he didn't like Zhao Wu, he thought about explaining, but when he opened his mouth, he still didn't dare to say that he liked it.

Zhao Wu wanted to squeeze the railing by the window, but he couldn't do it, he was still in this dream of memory, he couldn't even reach out and slap Ji Li.

It turned out that it wasn't that Yu Yan hadn't taken the initiative, it's just that the courage he had worked up with great difficulty was not communicated after all.

He doesn't smoke, on the contrary, he hates the smell of cigarettes.

Now, he suddenly wanted to smoke.

-

A few days before graduation, Ji Li told Zhao Wu about going abroad, and Zhao Wu also ended the fake boyfriend relationship with Ji Li. After all, he is a public figure and can no longer help Ji Li with such things.

Yu Yan heard that Ji Li was going abroad, and he didn't know where he heard the news that Ji Li and Chao Wu broke up.

The feelings that have been suppressed broke through the ground again.

Later, with the incident of the hotel, Yu Yan mustered up his courage for the third time and made up his mind to make Zhao Wu fall in love with him before Ji Li came back.

However, his arrangements and plans failed one after another, and his courage was frustrated again and again.

Chao Wu refused to go to the old house to meet his grandfather, and Zhao Wu didn't want any of the resources and connections he arranged for Chao Wu.

He knew that Zhao Wu was avoiding him on purpose, and he didn't dare to appear in front of Zhao Wu to make Zhao Wu disgusted.

Yu Yan often receives news that Chaowu is going abroad to find Ji Li, and from Ji Li's circle of friends, he sees photos of Ji Li and Chaowu traveling together.

He believed what Ji Li told him, Zhao Wu and Ji Li had never been separated, Chao Wu had been waiting for Ji Li, and he was a pathetic intervener.

It was only when Yu Yan came back to look for Zhao Wu in Ji Li's vacation that he realized that what he had done was useless.

Ji Li specially came to Yu Yan and talked with Yu Yan for a long time. Ji Li said that he would take good care of Chaowu. Ji Li hoped that Yu Yan would let go and let Chaowu choose what he wanted. Yu Yan thought for a long time, and finally Choose to let go.

In terms of other things, Yu Yan no longer trusts Ji Li, but when it comes to Zhao Wu, he believes that Ji Li likes Zhao Wu and will definitely take good care of Zhao Wu.

This time, Yu Yan was the one who chose to go abroad, he didn't want to stay in the country and see Ji Li and Zhao Wu's love.

He chose to paralyze himself and forget those two people.

Before going abroad, Yu Yan signed the divorce agreement in advance. After Chaogiri signed it, he could get half of his property. He still arranged the way for Chaogiri just like when he first got married. The choice is in Chaogiri hands.

Zhao Wu watched Yu Yan sign the paper without hesitation, her throat tightened.

Back then, after he signed the contract, he didn't ask Yu Yan for anything, let alone a second chance from Yu Yan.

Face the truth, both he and Yu Yan are idiots.

……

Before Yu Yan left the country, he visited Chaogiri for the last time.

Zhao Wu was recording a variety show at that time, Yu Yan only watched him from a distance for a long time.

Asagiri still remembered this incident. He fell during the game. He was dressed thickly. No one could see that his knee was injured. He didn't want to drag his teammates down. Qin went to buy ointment for him.

When it was time for a break, before he could speak, a staff member came over with a tube of ointment and asked about his injury.

He was still thinking at that time that the staff of this show were quite considerate.

Seeing that Zhao Wu had finished applying the medicine, Yu Yan turned around with confidence and left silently.

Chao Wu's eyes were red, he really wanted to go up and grab the leaving figure, and asked Yu Yan, don't you like me, why don't you stay and try again?

But if he could really catch Yu Yan, he wouldn't dare to go up.

At that time, he was not qualified to say such things, and he had already tried everything that should be tried.

What was wrong was that he and Yu Yan never had trust, they missed a good conversation, what was wrong was that they both believed in Ji Li.

Zhao Wu knew that after Yu Yan left, no one would treat him unconditionally like Yu Yan did.

Ji Li likes him, but wants to destroy him.Because he refused to respond to Ji Li's same liking.

Without Yu Yan, Zhao Wu completely lost his helper, Ji Li manipulated Wei Yang and Huo Sheng, and poured sewage on his head intensified.

Ji Li wanted to bow his head to Chao Wu, but Zhao Wu learned about Ji Li's true face from Wei Yang in advance. The superficial peace maintained before was torn apart. If he couldn't get it, it would be completely destroyed.

When a person is at his worst, he has lost all pride, and he can justifiably support Chaowu.

But Ji Li never waited for Chaogiri to bow his head. At that time, Chaogiri would not even accept Yuyan's help, let alone the help of a culprit.

-

After a long time, Yu Yan, who had paralyzed himself with a lot of work, finally couldn't hold back, and asked someone to inquire about Chaogiri's recent situation.

After listening, his expression became very ugly, and he immediately asked his assistant to arrange the flight back to China.

Chaowu was having a bad time, not only bad, but also very bad. Chaowu didn't want the way he arranged for Zhaowu.

Ji Li missed the appointment, he didn't take good care of Chaogiri at all, and even repeatedly harmed Chaogiri behind his back.

Ji Li also bought a lot of trumpets and spread rumors in the name of his fans. He didn't know how Chaowu survived.

He shouldn't have refused to know about Asagiri and Ji Li just because he was afraid, giving Ji Li countless opportunities to take advantage of.

Wrong.

This time, no matter what, he will not let go, and he will chase Asagiri in the right way.

After returning to China, Yu Yan was the first to deal with everyone in the Wei family. He sent people to deal with Ji Li. Except for Zhao Wu, other things were not important.

Seeing Zhao Wu again, Yu Yan couldn't believe that the scrawny person in front of him would be the bright and flamboyant boy back then.

He bought a lot of food and carefully put his bank card inside.

He walked slowly in front of Chaowu, taking every step carefully, so as not to disturb the people sitting on the side of the road.

He was afraid that Zhao Wu's self-esteem would be damaged, so he tried not to show a distressed expression in front of Zhao Wu, but Zhao Wu didn't dare to look at him directly. After recognizing him, he ran away without saying a word and without looking back. .

Yu Yan had no choice but to put the things at the door of the dormitory where Zhao Wu lived now.

He told himself, take your time, the current Chaogiri is very fragile and cannot scare Zhaogiri.

In order to be able to see Chaogiri's movements every day, he deliberately bought a house opposite Chaogiri to live in. All the work was sent by his assistant to be handled in this small rental room.

When Chaogiri went out, he went out, and when Chaogiri came home, he went home.

In order not to make Chaowu suspicious, he didn't find Zhaowu a good company to work for.

Asagiri had also worked as a food delivery job before, so if he arranged this job, Asagiri should not doubt it.Yu Yan deliberately asked someone to increase Zhao Wu's salary to reduce the daily delivery orders.

He wanted to take his time, penetrate Chaogiri's life step by step, so that Zhaogiri would no longer be afraid of him, and then appear in front of Zhaogiri at the right time to take him home.

However, no one expected that Asagiri would have an accident on the way to deliver food...

When receiving the news, Yu Yan sat in the small rental room, staring at the opposite house in a daze for a day.

"I seem to have made a mistake again."

-

"As I said before, Chaowu also admitted that he is afraid of taking the elevator. Why did you let him into the elevator when you knew he was afraid?"

"I thought it was just a small problem, and Chaogiri was drunk at that time, I didn't expect him to be like this."

"go out."

"what?"

"I'll let you go!"

It was Yu Yan's voice, Zhao Wu had never heard Yu Yan say such words to anyone in such a cold and angry voice.

He slowly opened his eyes, and the tears accumulated in his eyes were vented, and flowed out wantonly, covering the pillow that was already wet with tears.

Blinking towards the mist, he vaguely saw Yuyan's tense side face, and the moment he realized that he woke up, the anger on his face dissipated instantly, as if he was worried that this expression would scare him.

Zhao Wu's eyes were sour, and when he spoke, his voice was low and inaudible.

"Yu Yan."

After holding back for so long, he knew that this almost silent call could finally be conveyed to the other party.

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