Let them live with that regret for the rest of their lives!

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With Elise's death comes the next memory.

It was the same familiar room, and Elise woke up suddenly as if she had been having a nightmare.

When she woke up, she clutched her chest tightly, the fear in her eyes still lingering.

"Was I just dreaming?" After waking up, Elise looked around at her surroundings, a look of confusion flashing in her eyes.

When the knocking sounded, a look of fear flashed in Elise's eyes. She seemed to realize that what had happened before was not a dream.

This time, Elise did not choose to keep the appointment, but instead stayed at home.

Then, Elena sneaked into the room and killed him.

Following the third memory, Elise still chose to stay at home, even worrying all the guards in the manor. Elena failed to infiltrate this time, but as night fell...

Elise and her guards all died by Nora's sword.

Volume 1: Chapter 764 Unspeakable Despair

"I can not make it!"

Elira suddenly opened her eyes, her exhaustion barely concealed.

Even when she viewed Elise's memories from an outsider's perspective, she couldn't resist the despair that seeped into her soul.

Even though Elise had tried so hard to make changes, constantly dying to gather information and then strategize, the feeling that no matter how hard she struggled, she couldn't escape death was truly despairing.

She even saw Elise, through various schemes, use her third-tier power to bring Nora, who was already at the fifth tier, to the brink of death. But at the most crucial moment, the Valkyrie residing in Nora's body intervened.

With a single sword strike, Elise's head fell to the ground, all her efforts rendered futile.

She also witnessed Elise successfully turn the tables on Elena, who was then killed by an unknown assassin while exhausted.

Even though she managed to temporarily evade the pursuit of these two through scheming, Vivian's assassins were like shadows, relentlessly hunting her down no matter where she hid.

She even dragged her family into it, ultimately leading to their destruction and the death of her young maid.

That incident was a huge blow to Elise, so much so that she attempted self-destruction several times afterward, only to find that she still couldn't die, and then she began to struggle again.

Elira watched helplessly as Elise went from being full of energy and hope to being surrounded by despair, from being afraid of pain to being accustomed to death.

Even just imagining it in her mind sent chills down Elira's spine.

Elise's mental state has remained relatively normal so far. Although she sometimes gives up on herself, she always manages to rekindle her spirits.

Looking back at her own rebirths, she has a different identity each time she is reborn, and she gains new talents each time she is reborn. Even in the worst situation, her circumstances are much better than Elise's.

She was starting to understand why Elise knew so much.

It must have been built up from countless deaths, right?

A soft sigh escaped her lips. Elira gazed at the stars in the night sky, and for a moment, she didn't want to go home anymore.

She was afraid that if she saw Elise, she would reveal some flaws.

Elise is incredibly skilled at perceiving emotions.

Just as Elira was contemplating whether to spend the night in the Land of Hope, she suddenly sensed a spatial fluctuation.

Elira subconsciously stood up and looked at Iris, who had teleported to her side.

"The side effects of merging with me are so great that you have to lie here in the middle of nowhere all day?" Elise sat down next to Elira, her tone mocking.

"I just accidentally fell asleep. But what are you doing here so late?"

"Of course I came to find you. I was just worried that you might be being targeted by some wild beast."

"Should I feel honored to receive your concern?"

"Of course~"

Elira twitched the corners of her mouth. At this moment, she should be the one caring about Elise, but unexpectedly, Elise was the one caring about her instead.

Forcing a smile, Elira slowly stood up, dusted herself off, and said, "Go back, I'm fine now."

Elise also got up and moved closer to Elira.

Faced with Elise's sudden approach, Elira nervously moved to the side, saying, "Don't get too close. Although I have a strong will, you can't test me like this."

"I just sensed that you were in a bad mood. My personal advice is that you shouldn't worry too much about my memory."

"Did you notice?"

"Your facial expressions aren't very well controlled; I noticed it immediately."

Elira, having been reborn hundreds of times, was certainly good at managing her expressions. However… the impact of Iris's memories was too great for her. She even spent an entire afternoon browsing through only a small portion of those memories.

You have to understand that I only obtained a small part of Elise's memories, but that small part is enough for me to study for a long time.

"Speaking of which, you didn't secretly look at anything you shouldn't have, did you?"

"what you mean?"

"For example, you should avoid me when I'm changing clothes or taking a shower, right?"

"Of course, do I look like that kind of person?" At this moment, Elira was sweating profusely, and her ability to control her expression, honed over a hundred lifetimes, was now at its peak.

"Actually, it doesn't matter if you've already seen it, as long as I can see it back."

"Let's forget about that kind of thing."

With a snap of their fingers, Elise and Elira vanished from the spot.

……

Back at her home, Elira, unusually, went for a bath with Iris in the large public bath before returning to her room.

That evening, instead of continuing to browse through Elise's memories, she began to ponder Elise's earliest memories.

Why did Elise feel like she was in a strange place after waking up? Why did she ask, "Where am I?" Why did her personality change so much?

Elira had actually thought about this before. She felt that Elise might not be the original Elise, or rather, not entirely the original Elise.

Only in this way can I explain my doubts.

Moreover, based on her observations, Elise possessed a considerable amount of information that was not obtained through death and rebirth, but rather as if she already knew it.

Could it be that some great being has taken over Elise's body?

If that were the case, then Elise would never have been so miserable, nor would she have shown that longing for life in her memories.

Lacking sufficient information, Elira felt that perhaps the only way to get an answer to this question was to ask Iris directly.

She didn't know if it was because she had browsed too many memories, but now she couldn't fall asleep even when she wanted to, and her mind was full of Elise.

He couldn't even concentrate on reading banned books anymore.

A hint of hesitation flashed in Elira's eyes. Since she couldn't sleep anyway, she might as well use this time to browse through Iris's memories again.

Anyway, Elise didn't stop herself from doing so. If she really didn't want to see those memories, she would have sealed them away long ago with the brand of pleasure.

With that thought in mind, Elira shifted to a more comfortable position and slowly closed her eyes.

Then, she appeared once again in that familiar room, watching Elise wake up again.

Having survived the baptism of death, Elise's eyes no longer held their former vitality; they appeared utterly lifeless.

Elira hadn't counted the exact number of times Elise had died, but she estimated that Elise had died close to a hundred times by now.

Volume 1: Chapter 765 What are you doing? Ouch!

The next day, Elise, who had gotten up early to admire the flowers, was sitting quietly in the pavilion in the garden.

It's the time when the morning dew flowers are in full bloom, and the entire garden is covered in them, making her feel as if she's surrounded by a sea of ​​flowers.

Just then, as if sensing something, Elise said softly, "You're up so early today? That's quite unusual."

Upon hearing Elise's voice, Elira responded weakly, then walked into the pavilion and sat down opposite Elise.

Seeing Ela's extremely dejected state, Elise couldn't help but smile and say, "I've told you, don't dwell too much on the past. We should look forward."

“How could I possibly be immersed in your memories? I just…” Elira wanted to explain, but she didn’t know how to defend herself.

You can't exactly say that you just wanted to know more about Elise, and then the more you learned about her, the more heartbroken you became, and the more heartbroken you became, the more you wanted to know more, thus entering a vicious cycle, right?

Last night, she originally planned to watch the reincarnation videos once or twice and then force herself to fall asleep.

Who knew that by the time she came to her senses, it was already dawn.

Fortunately, with her current strength, she wouldn't die even if she didn't sleep for a month; at most, she would just be a little mentally exhausted.

As if she had thought of something, Elira took out an energy potion from her spatial ring, but as soon as she opened the cork, the potion was snatched away by Iris.

"What are you doing? Ouch!" Seeing Elise spill the potion, Elira couldn't help but feel a little sorry for her.

"Drinking too much of this stuff is bad. If you really need to restore your energy, just come find me."

"Looking for you, are you going to..." Before Elira could even ask the question, she saw the look of pleasure in Iris's eyes.

The moment she saw the mark of pleasure, it was too late to look away.

Under Iris's influence, the determined Miss Elira soon felt her eyelids become very heavy and then fell asleep.

Seeing Elira asleep on the table, Elise simply let her rest her head on her lap.

Ultimately, it's all her fault that Elira is the way she is now, so this level of welfare is probably compensation for her.

Just as Elise and Elira were interacting, the first rays of the morning sun pierced through the clouds, and the once-blooming morning dew flowers began to wither under the sunlight.

In less than a minute, Garden Square was restored to its usual appearance. ▲※+】♀◇／

……

"Well."

Elira opened her sleepy eyes, and what came into view was not the ceiling of her room, but Elise's flat stomach.

Even when covered by clothes, she still looks incredibly alluring.

Wait, something seems off!

As Elira gradually regained consciousness, she realized that she seemed to be resting her head on Iris's lap, with the faint scent of morning dew and flowers lingering around her nose.

"You're awake. If possible, please try not to breathe on me, otherwise I might feel like you're flirting with me."

Iris's familiar voice completely snapped Elira back to reality. She quickly stood up and said, "I really didn't mean to, I just... wait, I think I've been hypnotized by you."

"Yeah, seeing how half-dead you looked, I just let you have a good sleep. How are you feeling now?"

"I feel much better, but next time you should remind me first."

"You want a next time? Next time I hypnotize you, it might not just be to put you to sleep."

"Then forget it."

Elira stretched lazily, and although she had fallen asleep on the stiff chair, her body felt no soreness or pain.

Looking at the time now, it's already evening, which means I've slept for almost a whole day.

And Elise, did she spend the whole day here with him?

As if sensing Elira's thoughts, Elise said with a smile, "Oh right, I've been your pillow all day long. How are you going to thank me? I'd even accept it if you offered yourself to me."

"Forget about repaying me with your body. I'll give you a gift instead, I guarantee you'll like it."

"also."

Without Elira's restraint, Elise slowly stood up and stretched her body. Nourished by the life force, she did not feel any soreness or pain.

However, Elise was not going to let such a good opportunity slip by, so she directly asked Elira to act as her temporary masseuse and massage her shoulders.

"I've thought about it carefully today and I'm going to have you and Elena split up and go to different places to obtain materials for the god-making ritual."

"Although it is called raw material, it is still a part of the body of a god. You can't be careless. Otherwise, it's not just a matter of being contaminated, but you might also become a vessel for their return to the world."

“I know that. I am really afraid of dying, so you don’t need to worry.”

"That's good. Besides you, Aurora and Breel will also be traveling with you, while Sera will be leading Elena's team."

As if she had thought of something, Elira couldn't help but remind her, "I think splitting into two groups is enough. Just remember to stay by your side for now."

"Are you that worried about me?"

"Otherwise, if something happens to you, the world will be in danger."

“You don’t need to worry about that. I also want Misha to spend more time with me.” As she said this, Iris seemed to have thought of something interesting, and the smile on her face gradually turned into a happy one: “Speaking of which, you used to be my maid. Next time when the little maid is not here, you can be my temporary personal maid.”

"I reject!"