Are you, as meal replacement users, ready for the consequences?

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Ningzi staggered backward, waving her hands to keep anyone from getting close to her.

Because Ningzi saw that Ningzi was smiling... The blue-haired, twin-tailed, red-eyed girl, she was definitely smiling.

From what standpoint and under what background could she be laughing so shamelessly?

She started laughing after getting angry at the perfunctory answer she received.

Because she knew the destructive power of such an answer, she was well aware of the immense psychological trauma that such an answer could cause to the victim, even after the relationship had become very good.

This is… psychological trauma! No amount of explanation will help! This is intentional assault! This is it! Don't try to clear her name… don't try to explain anymore! Because these are all things that Toyokawa Ningko has personally experienced…

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Mental illness.

In Toyokawa Ningko's line of sight, Ningzi, whose face was flushed red from being choked, was opening her mouth at her.

Although she couldn't hear the voice, Toyokawa Ningko knew that the other person was saying: "Mental illness."

Where is Ningzi? Ningzi's figure was fading into the shadows. She seemed powerless, and her steps were unsteady as she ran over to hug Ningzi.

No, who are you calling mentally ill...?

You've just been hurt too few times, or someone has protected you too well... After all, it's always me, Toyokawa Ningko, who faces society outside, not you, Toyokawa Ningko...

What right do you have to laugh at me, to laugh at someone whose heart is inherently fragile? Just because you are a split personality of mine?

You did it on purpose... but you succeeded.

Toyokawa Ningko tried hard to suppress her dissatisfaction and anger; she knew that seeing anything with blue and red would bring unhappiness.

Okay, I can't hold it in anymore.

You deserve to die, you bastard!

"You little punk, you'd better go back!"

Rushing forward and bending down, Ningzi's lumbar spine twisted, delivering a solid punch to Ningzi's face.

The fist felt as if it had hit his own face, and the burning sensation disappeared instantly.

Ningzi closed her eyes, no longer looking at Ningzi and Ningzi, and even plugged her ears.

Try to imagine yourself as a wild Pokémon basking in the sun.

Become a non-human being desperately trying to breathe.

After a long silence, my ears started to feel uncomfortable from being pressed down by your palms.

Toyokawa Ningko lowered her hand.

"Xiao Ningzi, are you feeling better?"

Chapter 192. Lemon! I'll punch you too!

"Xiao Ningzi, are you feeling better?"

Toyokawa Reiko stumbled toward Ningzi; she was so weak that even a blind person could see it.

Ningzi remained silent. She felt both relieved and confused about the fact that she had sent Ningzi back to his hometown with a single punch.

And regret.

Speechless. If I had known that punching someone would feel so good, I would have pounced on them sooner.

And if one punch feels this good, wouldn't a few more punches feel amazing?!?!

No, no, she's your best friend, she was just joking, don't go crazy, calm down...

Ningzi helped Ningzi sit on the sofa.

The sofa was still soft, but Ningzi had no interest in enjoying it.

She felt a burning sensation on her right cheek, but the pain disappeared without a trace in an instant, leaving her only with emptiness and helplessness.

"Come back! Don't go, Ningzi! Let me punch you one more time and I'll forgive you!"

No one answered, which is normal; these are just small fry.

Come back soon...

"It's okay, don't listen to her."

Ningzi patted Ningzi's back and awkwardly uttered words of comfort.

It was only then that Toyokawa Ningko noticed that Lemon's hands were covered in scars.

"Was this... pulled out by Ningzi?"

"Yes, after all, we fight every day, so we're used to it."

"Thanks for your hard work."

"It should."

"..."

After bowing her head and remaining silent for a long time, Toyokawa Ningko finally swallowed the anger in her heart.

It has to be said that Ningzi is really skilled; with just a few words, he made Ningzi feel unprecedented anger.

I might have been just as angry last week... but my anger last week or the week before wouldn't have been this intense as it is today.

Because this time the anger was directed at himself.

Toyokawa Ningko finally realized it.

She's living a relatively comfortable life now, but she's deceiving herself.

All the happiness and pleasure she obtains are through undesirable means and methods, and she has seriously affected everyone's daily life.

Just as I thought before... If there were no Toyokawa Neko in the world, the world would only be more harmonious and friendly.

Wait, Ningzi! You've gone astray again!

Don't spout nonsense like "the world won't stop turning without you," because in Toyokawa Ningko's life script, the world simply stops turning without her.

Therefore, only by finishing her own script can she save everyone, because Toyokawa Ningko knows that she is the big cancer.

"It's painful, Ningzi, why are you still staying around a menace like me?"

"No, you are not a menace."

"But I'm scared."

"afraid of what?"

Ningzi's eyes are clear and pure. The reason her eyes are azure blue is probably because this color would make the viewer feel comfortable.

"I'm afraid I'll hear that kind of answer again... It's too agonizing... And..."

"what?"

“I have no recollection of ever being allowed to play outside as a child, not even in the yard… That’s impossible, so this isn’t my memory… Whose is it? You know… You definitely know something, right?”

"..."

"Perhaps it's from Ningzi, I don't know."

"..."

Toyokawa Ningko remained silent.

She used the last vestiges of her rationality to think about what Ningzi said.

She realized that her condition had become unstable again... probably because, like before, she had experienced too much stress and had too few people to share it with.

If only there were a way to vent.

Sometimes, there's just so much garbage that can only be buried and moldy in the garbage dump of our own hearts.

"I feel like I'm being too enthusiastic towards everyone... Does this make my feelings seem incredibly cheap?"

In the quiet living room on the first floor, Ningzi's gaze lingered on the small stool fluttering outside the window, while the occasional rustling of fabric and laughter reached her ears.

Ningzi told herself that it was the sound of Ruoye Mutsu's shirt touching Mutsu's skin when he changed clothes.

Ningzi sat very close to Ningzi and began to speak:

"actually…"

"If you're too obsessed with a girl or a group of girls, then there's something wrong with you."

"?"

What? Hmm… I might have been too carried away with myself…

"You just desperately needed a relationship, and they just happened to appear at that time. All the good things about them are just filters and halos you put on them, not how good they are in real life!"

"..."

Stop talking...

"What exactly is so good about her? What qualities do you like about her? If you can't explain it yourself, then what you love is just a fantasy."

Ningzi wanted to help.

But she didn't consider whether Ningzi wanted these words now.

"It's not that you like that person that much, it's just that you're too lonely, you know?"

Don't... say any more...

"Not being loved is the norm; being loved is the exception. You need to seriously consider your emotional state and needs, and learn to control your emotions and behavior."

Shut up...stop it now!

"At the same time, we also need to respect other people's feelings and choices, and not let our emotions affect other people's daily lives and work."

Toyokawa Ningko remained silent, silently refuting Toyokawa Lemon's words, "Don't let your emotions affect other people's daily lives"...

she found.

Everyone is letting their emotions affect other people's lives... Why, why is it not allowed just because I'm a little heavier?

"Only in this way can we build healthy and stable interpersonal relationships and better meet our emotional needs."

After finishing speaking, Ningzi continued to gently pat Toyokawa Ningzi's back.

So please stop doubting and denying yourself! Ningzi!

"When you encounter problems, first consider whether you are happy or not. Don't let anything or anyone that makes you feel down enter your world again."

"Really? I understand."

After a long silence, Toyokawa Ningko spoke softly.

Inspirational quotes? Heartfelt words? An attempt at redemption?

No need.

Toyokawa Ningko doesn't need these.

She realized that she was selfish, prone to internal conflict, and incredibly stubborn.

Therefore, Ningzi is determined to continue down the same path.

If one person can't satisfy her emotional needs, then she'll find several more.

If a person's time is limited and they can't always be there for her, and in the end they become perfunctory...

Then let's find more people.

Ningzi said a few things that really make sense, like that one: "I need affection too much, and the kindness others show me is just a label I've put on myself..."

But what's the use of your nice words?!

You're not Toyokawa Ningko, what right do you have to tell me what to do?

Toyokawa Ningko stood up and walked to Toyokawa Lemon, only then did Lemon raise her head.

"I think I'm going to maintain this unhealthy relationship... As for health, you can talk to Ningzi about it, sorry."