Chapter 33
Chapter 33
Xu Xian was speechless.
What this girl said when she was drunk that day turned out to be in great contrast to what she said about her existence now.
When she was drunk, she said: She doesn't care if she's alone, or if she's with her in the future, she won't complain.
But now,
I'm afraid he's gone.
So Xu Mengxian still doesn't want to be alone.
Xu Xian looked stunned and asked: "If you don't like me, are you afraid of me leaving?"
Xu Mengxian lowered her head and couldn't see her expression: "I'm afraid, I don't like you and I'm afraid that you will leave, I'm afraid from the inside out." "
What kind of logic is this
? Addiction?
She seems to be very selfish in what she says, just like Xu Xian.
But Xu Xian is not disgusted with such selfishness.
He suddenly remembered the proletarian writer of the former Soviet Union, Gorky, who once said: If people want to make them feel dependent when they are most helpless, they only need to stretch out a hand.
He didn't just stretch out a hand to Xu Mengxian.
It's a new world.
Therefore, even if Xu Mengxian has logical thinking similar to herself, will she still be unable to extricate herself from a sense of dependence?
Objective physiological principles are greater than subjective thoughts.
"Do you know that you already have a sense of dependence on me?" Xu
Xian felt the need to make her recognize the current situation, even if the other party's dependence helped him in some sense.
Xu Mengxian nodded sullenly: "I know."
He didn't understand
: "Why don't you overcome?" She raised her eyes and looked at Xu Xian: "Why do you want to overcome, you said you would help me, didn't you?"
Help her re-accept that she is no longer 'Xu Xian', let the world accept her, and let everyone know her again.
These words were all said by Xu Xian.
"I said that, but do you really feel comfortable giving yourself to me? It's like I'm brainwashing you every day.
Xu Xian looked out the window at the staircase, the sun had set.
This girl has been in this world for twenty-two days, which is enough for her to find dependence from despair to helplessness.
Dependence is a terrible thing, and if Xu Xian has evil intentions, then he will definitely try to make this girl the existence he wants, and make fantasy a puppet instead of reality.
Everyone likes brainwashed puppets, obedient to their words.
That kind of Xu Mengxian is no longer Xu Mengxian, nor is she 'Xu Xian', but a puppet with no personality.
A lot of people like puppets.
Especially lustful people, such as Xu Xian.
But he doesn't want to brainwash with such dependence, because he likes Xu Mengxian to have her own personality.
So Xu Mengxian, who already has her own opinion, said at this time: "I don't worry, I think that in this world, only you will not hurt or use me, and when you persuade me to work hard to become myself, I know that you are not called brainwashing."
"You're encouraging. "
She still knows him too well.
She knew that no matter how lustful Xu Xian was, no matter how dishonest he was, he would not have alternative thoughts about her.
If you like it, you will like it well, and if you love it, you will love it well.
There will be no thought of making her a puppet.
It won't make her sick,
so she feels relieved to have a sense of dependence.
Xu Xian's hand trembled, and he withdrew his gaze from the window, but his gaze was still not on the other party.
"I'm looking forward to you liking me," he said.
Xu Mengxian asked rhetorically: "What about you?"
Yes, what about him
? Will his feelings for Xu Mengxian become liking? Xu Mengxian's
appearance refreshed his perception of the world, and his fantasy came true as if it was just a big dream.
Xu Xian gritted his teeth and said vigorously: "I will like it, because you are perfect, so I will turn all my feelings into real emotions." These
words are like painting a pie.
Xu Mengxian didn't think that this was painting cakes, she knew that the other party's words were true, without a trace of lies.
"I've accepted that I'm a girl, and I've quickly accepted that I'm not 'Xu Xian', so what do
you like—" "I'll wait until you like me." "
Like is not just words, it can be felt, just like in autumn, no matter how hot the day is, the maple leaves will turn yellow.
She never imagined that she, as a woman, would discuss these emotional things with her other true self.
Should girls fall in love? Not really.
Girls can live their lives without relying on anyone.
Like many women in this era, independence and non-marriage have become the future they are pursuing.
But Xu Mengxian is different from women in the new era.
It's also different from the women of the old days.
She is a person who shares the same thoughts of men and women.
It's just that it's more female-oriented now.
"I'll talk about it when I
like it..."Xu Xian rubbed his temples shamefully, how do you know if you like it, or look at the other party's feelings.
After all, he doesn't know whether he likes it or not, maybe when Xu Mengxian feels it one day, that's it.
However, Xu Xian is very happy now, because he said his thoughts, and the other party did not dislike this situation.
may also be from the day Xu Mengxian appeared, she already knew that she would be interesting to her.
Yes, if you are Xu Mengxian.
I can probably think that 'Xu Xian' will say this to himself.
Because she is beautiful, gentle and considerate, and knows herself and her opponent.
It's even more because it's another self.
So emotions about liking will arise.
Like evolves into love.
Only when you are sure of liking can you be sure of love.
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eight o'clock in the evening.
Xu Xian was almost late.
But his mind was no longer on the party.
Wang Wenshuai was the first to see Xu Xian's figure, but his gaze quickly shifted to Xu Mengxian's side, squinting.
It's too far away to see clearly.
He said to the others, "Here comes the idle man.
After Wang Yaoyu and Su Ganglai heard this, they raised their heads and looked at Wang Wenshuai's line of sight, only to see the two of them gradually approaching.
When he saw Xu Mengxian's appearance, Su Ganglai seemed to be amazed for a moment, and then said: "I don't believe that the idle man just wants to be an ordinary friend with that girl, it's too much."
Wang Wenshuai nodded in agreement: "Indeed, you see that girl looks like a ——, and doesn't look like a star." "
A celebrity's appearance is just a personality.
said that it was like an Internet celebrity, but it was even lower.
He really couldn't come up with any analogy, so he simply used the description he came up with: "It's like coming out of a painting."
Wang Wenshuai suddenly found that he had lived in vain in his life.
He has talked about many Internet celebrities, but he has never seen anything like this.
Xu Xian had already walked over at this time, and said to Xu Mengxian with a smile: "I'll sit here, you just sit next to me."
Wang Yaoyu, who was the closest, also consciously moved to the side, giving Xu Mengxian a wider position.
He looked at Xu Xian: "Don't drink more tonight, right?"
The other party nodded naturally: "Don't drink much." "
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